It has been one week since my surgery. How do I feel? Good question. I looked at myself in the mirror this morning. I dunno, I didn't really feel any certain way. I wasn't sad or mad, just felt nothing. Maybe because I know this is a process and before long I will look and feel normal again. I feel better than yesterday. Adjusting to my new body. I'm so ready to workout, zumba or something. I know in time.
I had a dream the other day that I woke up and had both my breast and no cancer in my body. This whole cancer thing was a dream. It is still hard to believe sometimes. I look at myself and wonder "did this really happen". I don't feel like I'm living my life. It gets really weird if you think about it too much.
I had a great talk with Nay(my daughter) this morning. It feels good when you know that your child really appreciates everything you have done for them and they give you credit for who they have become. My NayNay monster has grown up to be a fab young woman. I miss having her around even tho we talk several times a day...lol Hopefully I will hear something back about the pathology report today. I'm ready to get moving on this.
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