Tears of joy

One year ago Jan. 4, 2012, my life changed forever.  The phone call I received that evening told me I... ME.. Candy....Candice Bradby had breast cancer.  I knew it was time to stop following my plan for my life and start following Gods plan for my life. 

I didn't post about this on the 4th because my whole family came down with the flu on that day. Well I was on my way to the store to restock on some essentials we needed and I heard this song on the radio                          http://youtu.be/mEv6KdGmESY   All I could do was sit in the car and cry because I am so glad I made it through 2012.  This song is me .... MY Testimony... mine.  This past year has tested everything in me and all I can say is But God..... I survived... I'm cancer free.... I made it through.......  I can't listen to this song with crying because I am so grateful for God's love.  He held on and He got me through one of the toughest years in my life.  I can't wait to see what He has in store for me for 2013.

I have messed up

Here I go being hard-headed.... I have hurt myself.   I am not suppose to pick up anything heavier than a gallon of milk.  Well I have been feeling very well and much stronger lately.  Well I was feeding Dylan and he was done and without thinking I picked him up out of his highchair instead of calling Jay or Matt to get him.  Now the bottom of my incision has been hurting when I sneeze or laugh but I pulled something down there and now I have sharp pains,,,very sharp pains, especially when I move.  The surgeon's office said pulled a muscle.. All I know it hurts bad!!!  I am fine as long as I sit still.  I am so tired of sitting still. I know... I know.. I had major surgery and it will take time for me to heal....uggggggggg.  

Well I am starting a new blog that will list freebies and deals.  I think this will be good for me since I have "rest" in order to get better.  So later today or tomorrow I will have it up and running.  I am also going to have a facebook page to go with it.

Dylan even has lost weight since we got him and he didn't even feel heavy.  GOSH.. my body is so sensitive...lol.  I am praying this is the last surgery I will ever need in my life.  Recovery time is getting more and more frustrating.  The holidays are here and I want to start baking.  I have done a little by keeping a chair near the stove.  But I really need to be sitting still. 

So as they say... a hard head makes a soft bottom... my bottom is getting soft by sitting to healed....lol