Ok this is the weekend before my surgery. My nerves are getting bad..It's getting harder to hide them. Matt and Jay and I watched Bad Teacher last night...very funny movie..I need funny movies right now. We bought a couple of things that I will need after surgery.. That started to get to me until my brother "ROB" called me (I repeat I don't call him that)..lol His calls seem to come at the perfect time to make me laugh. Jay is being wonderful too. He is getting real good with rubbing my feet to help me relax. Nay is going to spend the night with me at the hospital. I have been really blessed me with these 2 great kids. I have been trying to keep my mind busy. The fibromyalgia has me very tired these days. My Dr. told me its normal considering the stress I'm under. Oh I have been cleared for surgery. My blood pressure finally lower. I still have to watch my diet. I think I need to start those anti anxiety meds again. As much as I don't like them, they probably help my blood pressure.
I'm glad we have the women's session tonight Detox 2012, Agape Christian Center 4601 York Road, Baltimore, MD 21212 @ 7pm. ok there's my plug...lol It's easier when I can focus on helping others and not thinking about myself. I'm gonna go get my toes done so I will at least have pretty feet. I was going to get my hair done but changed my mind because I will sleep on pain meds for quite a bit so I'm gonna wait until after surgery. I plan on crocheting while I recover so be on the look out for some of my new creations. :) Now I just need to get laundry done and clean my bedroom and buy some PJs then, I think I will have everything ready.. I guess as ready as I'm gonna be