Today is starting out good. I haven't had pain meds for over 12 hours. So thinga are healing well. I still have the drainage tube..yuck!!! can't get rid of that until next Tues. That sucks big time cause it seems that most of my discomfort is from this tube in me. I'm so ready to get back to a somewhat normal life. Like a shower...no even better a bubble bath. If's funny God and I have more talks now that I have so much free time. That is what keeps me focused.
I was watching a video on Facebook this morning that had me crying. It was a group of breast cancer survivors dancing and singing the Gloria Gaynor song "I will survive" I was surprised by my reaction. I started listening to the words and felt that most of it applied to me. I started crying because it hit me that I did survived, I made it, and I will be just fine... Now this is really funny. I have been searching Facebook and can not find that post. I just saw it this morning. Well, when I find it I will post it. It;s nothing fancy but it just hit home for me that I am one of them now.
My daughter will be going to Italy for Spring Break afterall. She wanted to spend it with me but they couldn't find anybody to take her place and she would loose $3000 she paid for the trip. I told her I will be ok. The scary part(the surgey) is over and I'm doing well. She plans on spending every other weekend with me when she gets back. I didn't realize how much I miss having her around until she left. My children have made me very proud on how they are dealing with everything. Their strength is truly amazing.
Well still waiting for the pathology report. This is all in God's hands.
My cousin found the video http://youtu.be/MHXsU45HTck