It's Sunday February 19, 2012. I want to Thank God for being there with me during this whole surgery thing and staying by my side during my recovery. My pain is easing up.. Soo BIG YAYYYY!!! for that..lol I'm still taking it easy. My fabo husband bought me this great soft, comfy recliner so it makes it easier for me to stay still..lol I got some of the best sleep in this chair yesterday since the surgery. Matt is so wonderful and good to me. Thank you God for him.
God has help me get into a good mental place. I was really scared how I would feel after the surgery. I thought I would be depressed and sad and crying. I don't feel any of that. I am a little self conscious of the unevenness of my breast but I am content. I'm happy the surgery part is over. Mentally, I am in a good place. God has put peace in my heart. When you trust God, He makes everything so much easier to deal with. This whole thing was getting to hard to handle and I had to hand it over to God. As He promised He took care of it. It's funny cause God kept telling me "I Got You". That is all He was saying in the days up to my surgery. I know I still have more road to travel on the journey, I'm not worried God is traveling with me.