Thursday, February 2, 2012
Surgery :( :)
My surgery is scheduled for Feb 15, 2012. 7:30 am. My life will change that day. Last night I had another biopsy done cause my lymph nodes were inflamed and the Dr. is concerned that the cancer is draining there. I find out tonight if it's cancer. If so I can't have reconstruction right away even if I want it. I have been praying it's just an infection from the last biopsy. My brain is kinda numb it's like some crazy dream I can't wake up from. This is so hard to believe this is happening to me. But you know what.. I'm gonna find something to laugh about everyday, even if it just some pretty flowers to look at and smell. My positive mind will be working overdrive. This will not overtake me mentally! So get ready world a crazier and stronger Candy is about to be unleashed! Ok Now I need a superhero name..Hmmmmm. So with my battle cry and superhero name...Cancer doesn't have a chance...lol GOD IS SO GOOD TO ME!!!!!!!!!!