June 18th is the day of my reconstruction. It is the day that I will feel almost normal again. I will feel completely normal when I stop taking the tamoxifen. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I won't have to stay overnight. YAYYY!! Jay will be out of school to help me with Dylan for a couple of days. Oh I found out that my baby girl starts he NEW JOB with Discover as a credit analyst on the same day. I am so proud of her. Now we just need to move into new home asap ( landlord doesn't want to fix some major problems with the house) and everything will be great.
I know my journey is not over but in June i will feel like that half the race has been ran. Feb. 15th seems so far away, That was the day my body was changed. Jan 4, was the day my life was changed.
Now this tamoxifen. I didn't take it for 2 days cause I was just feeling so bad on it I started back up on Tues. feeling a little better. Still having trouble staying asleep, now I have lower back pain. The nausea isn't as bad if at all, no headaches, I do seem to be thirsty a lot. The fatigue is still bad but I also feel that has a lot to do with my lack of restful sleep.
So today I will start packing up this house cause we got to move no matter what. I'm glad I am strong enough to take care of this.. With this tamoxifen in my system, it will take a bit longer. But I'm tough...lol. I guess we will go house hunting this weekend. Still hanging in there.