2 weeks from today I will be having brain surgery. It is still weird to say and hard to believe. I find moments where I want to cry like a little baby but for some reason I can't. I'm not feeling sorry for myself, I think it is more out of frustration. But I still haven't cried. There was a period before the last surgery date where I start to feel myself falling into a depressed state. I feel like I'm fighting my body. My fibromyalgia is acting up bad right now. I didn't want to be there so I prayed and asked God for help. That is when I found my happy song. I was flipping thru channels on TV and Pharrell William's video for Happy was on and it made me smile and the extra plus is it's from one of my favorite movies Despicable Me 2. Well I loved both movies. When I hear the song I automatically smile and I'm HAPPY. I also have Minion ringtones. I love it when my phone goes off while I'm in public. It always puts a smile on somebody's face and makes them laugh. You never know that might be the only laugh they will have that day. I love making people happy. Well back to my Happy Song, My husband and daughter have been told I want to hear this song right before surgery and when the see me in recovery. I choose to be happy. Everybody should have a happy song.