Ok with help from my husband I have been taking my meds like I am suppose to and my body seems to be adjusting. I have not felt as bad as I did when I first started. I see my Oncologist a couple days after my surgery. The fatigue is still bad but I did some research and I probably need to take some vitamin D. My levels were borderline before the cancer because of the fibromyalgia. So I will picking up some today. If not I will sleep my life away...lol So I am feeling better. I'm not scratching like a crackhead as much, the headaches are gone. Now hot flashes.... still get those. It makes it hard to have a cute haircut when you keep sweating it out every night. I just might get my hair braided for awhile.
It is kinda hard to believe that reconstruction is next week. Jan 4 2012 the day I found out I had cancer seems so far away. It's funny how some dates are burned in your brain. Like the Big C day (Jan 4th 2012) and the Mastectomy day( Feb 15, 2012) and now New Boob Day( Jun 18, 2012). New Boob day is a happy day to remember. I do need to have some other things done not cancer related but if I can do it with out surgery I will. I have been looking into my options.
I'm doing well. Me and tamoxifen are still not friends but we are getting along better. God told me this journey won't kill me but it will be tough. I'm a lot stronger than I thought.