I was promised that all I needed was surgery. And yes that was all I needed to get rid of the present cancer. God kept his promise to me. He also told it it wasn't going to be easy. I had questioned that because I actually having a easy time healing with no problems or complications. I thought I had this cancer thing in the bag, thrown out, gone, CANCER FREE. Well God did keep his promise, all I needed was surgery to rid my body of this cancer. Then I find out that there was more cancer in my breast then what was first found and my test score came back higher then I had expected. So I asked God "What is up with this? You promised all I needed was surgery." Now the fight is to keep it from coming back. This is so much harder than I ever expected. Some people reactions are really throwing for a loop. I am so scared...so so scared. I don't want to go thru this again. Nothing is guaranteed. God did tell me I wouldn't die from this. Did he mean breast cancer or cancer in general? I'm praying for help in this decision. I'm being told to wait. I guess the answer will be clear when the time is right. My surgeon said that the oncology team highly recommend chemo because of my young age and that multiple tumors were found. I believe that if i didn't have the surgery when I did, it would have spread to my lymph nodes then there wouldn't be any questions. But God had my Dr. move quickly cause he was concerned about my lymph nodes. Sometimes I wonder if I should have had my other breast removed but I don't think that would have helped much since the cancer can show up else where in my body ie: bones,liver.
What to do...what to do..All God is telling me right now is wait. That is what I have been doing but the wait is not easy. God has been honest with me and no matter what others may think He is what have been guiding me. He has not steered me wrong yet on this journey. I'm holding on to my faith with all my might. I was told this will be tough... I guess this is the rough, rocky road I'm about to travel. All I can do is strap on my seat belt and had God the keys.