Can I be honest. This is a hard month for me. Yes I am so very thankful for being cancer free right now and I am so very thankful that I didn't have to go thru chemo or radiation. It's just kinda hard seeing the changes my body has gone thru in the past year and a half with all the surgeries I needed. There are some other things going on but I don't want to discuss them until some more conformation later this month. I am still not able to do some of things I use to do or want to do.The meds are rough on me with some of the side effects. Sometimes I just want to forget I ever had cancer. Cancer has really turned my life upside down. This surgery induced menopause I'm in doesn't help either..lol Maybe I am just a little more emotional lol. I think a lot of it has to do with not having much control over my body...
The up side is that I am cancer free. Because of I what I have gone thru many women I know have gone and had their mammograms. Thank God no one has been diagnosed with breast cancer.... that I know of. This is not an easy fight. It's a battle physically, mentally and emotionally. God has help me keep laughing thru this journey. I still have a very long life to live. I have had to make a few adjustments but I plan on being around to see my great grans. God has help me become a stronger person over the last year.
So rock your Pink this month... Get you Mammogram!!
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