It has been awhile since I have updated my blog. Well I have been going thru a lot of changes lately. I have been having a rough time with the cancer meds I was put on Letrozole. It did not like me. I have bad bone pain and fatigue and it cause my fibromyalgia to flair up real bad. I have been put on several more pills. UGGGGG I am still hanging in there. Tomorrow I go for my mammogram. I am nervous. The last time I went thinking that nothing was wrong, I was given a very rude awaking. I was suppose to also get a MRI but the insurance company doesn't think it is medically necessary... All I can do is shake my head cause it was a MRI that found the microscopic cancer in my right breast so it was definite I needed a mastectomy.
I have been in a ho hum mood lately. I have to go to physical therapy to help manage the pain. I really wish I could go back to work. But it won't be happening any time soon. I will be trying another medicine and hope the side effects are not as bad. If my body doesn't agree with this new one I only have 1 other med to try. Then it just using the lesser of the 3 evils... my doctor's words.
I am thankful I can still care for my family on my good days. It is frustrating not being able to do as much as I use to but I am still alive. Now back to this mammogram tomorrow. *Big Sigh* I go for the mammo then I go over to my breast doctor's office. Praying everything turns out ok. God sure has me on a rough road. When things get hard for my I have the tendency to get quiet and turn inward.. But I know I shouldn't keep all these feelings inside. I am just tired of dealing with cancer and the effects of it on my body. My fibromyalgia was very manageable until the last couple months. I know things will get under control in the future.
Tomorrow scares me.
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