So I'm sitting here in the dark. It's a couples of hours before I loose my "girlie parts". I'm not worried. God got this. I know I will be ok. I took a nice long hot shower. Not sure when I will be able to do that anytime soon..lol and I did shave my legs. That was the one thing I wanted to do so bad after my mastectomy and had to wait weeks to do it.
I am so looking forward to feeling better. I know the doctors will be checking if cancer is anywhere else. I'm not worried... God got this. With God by my side, I have healed from my surgeries very well. I'm just tired of being cut up on. Well this is something that has to be done, I'm tired of looking pregnant. And if I didn't know any better it looks like it is getting bigger and bigger every week. I'm going to do a before and after pic later this morning. After all this is said and done I just might get my 20 maybe 30 year old body back ( I have to admit, I did look good back then..lol)
I am happy my husband and kids will be there with me. Nay came down last night. She is going to stay with me while I'm in the hospital. She is good at making sure those nurses do what they suppose to do...lol .
Well, I have to go finish getting things ready to go to the hospital. I will stay in touch.
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