It has been a journey. Yesterday was the last fill for my expander. I am even now. I wanted to cry when I looked in the mirror at the Dr. office. It is hard to believe that I made it this far. Not so long ago I woke up without my right breast. Now I have it back...even tho it feels like a size D brick on my chest. I don't go back for 3 weeks. This will be a long 3 weeks. sleep is real uncomfortable now, moving is uncomfortable. I never realized how much you actually use your chest muscles.
I go to see a fertility Dr. tomorrow to see
it I will be able to have children after all of this. This is all I
really want to say about this. This whole cancer journey has been a
very interesting trip. For now I'm saying no to chemo but I will be on
hormone therapy (tamoxifen). I need to make some lifestyle changes. like
my diet and exercise more.
There has been a lot going on in my life in the last month. The stress level is being tested. I know we will be just fine. God has gotten me this far I know he won't let go of me now.