Thursday, April 12, 2012
I haven't written much lately because I have been pleasantly distracted. We picked up our soon to be adopted son Dylan (10 months) on Good Friday. God has blessed me with this little boy. Giving him to me at the most perfect time. Everything that I'm going thru right now I needed somebody who needs me more than anything. I don't think about what I don't have or even what I want. I have somebody who needs are a little more important than mine. Matt made sure I was healed enough to be able to care for Dylan. He even was a little surprise how well I was doing with him. I knew I was ready for this baby. He is the one person in my life that does not know about the breast cancer. He doesn't treat me gingerly as a matter of fact I get pushed in my chest often. Good thing I'm still numb there..lol. I still can't believe I am doing this all over again. Ohh yeahhh did I tell you that this baby looks like me..lol This little boy has won my heart. I don't dwell on the bad stuff any more. Evey thing is positive now, looking forward to many many many years with my kids. Mommy loves you Chardiney, Jayson and Dylan.