Thursday, July 23, 2015
I'm writing because God has told me to write. Anyone who knows me know I am very private and keep things like this to my self. After I wrote my post yesterday I found a lump under my left arm. It is about the size of a pea and is painful. Of course I went and looked it up online and found several things. Fatty tissue, cyst, cancer. I did call my Dr and got an appointment for today. See something major is about to happen so many things went wrong yesterday- attacks on our finances, attack on our family- attacks on my health. God is waiting for a way to show his glory. It upsets me to talk about the cancer might be back but I remember God's promise to me that cancer won't kill me. I know I will be ok. I come from a family of fighters. So no matter what this lump is I will be ok! This cancer thing sucks, always wondering if it's coming back. So I'm praying for a good outcome, praying that the lump is something benign. praying for a financial blessing, praying for peace, praying for my husband and children. Praying for a supernatural release! I go to the dr at 12:30 today. I will have a post this evening about the outcome. God just told me I will be fine. God must think awfully highly of me to keep putting so much on my shoulders. lol I have put this in God's hands. What ever is best will happen.