Yesterday was my follow up appointment with my Oncologist since I have been on tamoxifen. Well I'm alive. The cancer is gone. The pain in my left breast(the healthy one) is the nerves healing. It feels like I'm being shocked in my breast. I found out that my fibroid is the size of my palm and I need that removed. I might have bursitis in my hip. I am slightly anemic, my uterus is enlarged and I have the beginnings of kidney stones. I think thats it for now. Plus I still have another treatment to start but since I am feel so bad on this one she want to wait a bit and does not want to make me feel worst than I do already.
I have to look at this as the process God is having me go thru for me to be whole again. As much as I dislike tamoxifen, I need it to keep the cancer from coming back. It's so much at one time, It's mind-boggling. If I didn't have my faith I would be crazy right now.
So the journey continues, more doctors, more meds. So far I'm healing well from the reconstruction. The Dr. really believes my bad back spasms were from being on the table too long. so I guess that's good.
Well I'm holding onto God's hand knowing everything will be ok